The most bizare thing just happend yesterday and today. I had to find the price of a certain GC columns and I ended up talking to this guy who asked me about myself and ended up giving me some information on a certain contact person in pharmaceutical industry... I couldn't stop smiling!!!!and today I am so proud of myself..I called up that person and also a driving instructor:)soooooooooo today was a great day interms of effectivity level;)I feel myself again...I feel I am walking forward not just standing some where and afriad of going forward:)thank you God...I think now you are showing me...or is this the test!!!??